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soporific Time passes slowly when you're away, especially if it is weekend and I do not want to mention if you pass the time in bed, sofa, bed, the couch. So I eventually picked up the phone and I've spent the afternoon talking to Daphne, I recognize that is a surefire way to smile, always has been.

But I have done something wrong, I told I'm wrong ... of course I promised you not to tell anyone. And I trust her, I know I will not tell.

course then I remembered things in diaa told Brian that he should not say. But this is different because today has given me his word and as Brian, not broken. Also, I need to talk to someone or I'll go crazy, since Brian is with this account strikes me half and never at the Messenger or ... In any fucking part! But I know that is crazy about me and loves me and that what goes wrong. It's just that sometimes I miss and I can not do anything ... I knew this pasaríay on returning back to the real world you would work overwhelmed one to season. Although no account if Prada is a burden for him, it is for me and remember how happy he is every time I'm talking about it Jealousy? Ja! No, I can be jealous of an account ... I'm going crazy, but at this distance that does not seem so strange.

I think it is well of acting like a dyke would say Brian, I'm going to dinner, something has to stay! While rummaging through the nothing to reign in the fridge today fingers crossed for me to call at least should be, today is Sunday.

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AS IS, WAS MALITO

No doubt I have the flu! Yesterday I went back up mouth, the picture is not finished and I've stuck all morning to see me doctor. In the end it was the flu, gave me an antibiotic and antipyretic and back to bed. The more fat that I do not affect the throat or anything but I feel all numb and m aching muscles. At this point, after three days should be little to start improving this shit disease.

taken I have no voice, so when I talk to Brian just looks a little tired. But I'm in bed, but So that is what I say? He is so busy they barely have time to eat and I know this for him is also something very special ... even if I knew, but can not do anything to come and I need to know that he's fine.

AH! The food had to be postponed until Monday. In fact I have not eaten, I do not remember when I ate so little. If I told Brian not believe it always amazed me that looks like a lot, jajajaj. I have not even bought anything for tomorrow. If I get hungry and ask for something to eat on the phone.

I hope when I heard this little lie and it is right, because if you come to know while I was in these conditions will be angry, I know . But in the end Who is going to say?

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ONE WEEKEND ONLY I ALWAYS SO SELFISH

I could not go to Pittsburgh this weekend and Brian is currently working up to his neck with your new account. In fact it seems that she takes all your time and it is not me feel like I'm not saying that, but I think is enjoying like never before with an account ... and sometimes I feel, I dunno, maybe somewhat apart.

Thankfully not read that I doubt he understood what I just wrote.

Up I have to finish this painting, tomorrow I will see Patrick, wanted to talk about something related to the second exposicióny eat with the owner of the gallery where I will share ... if Tom but I have not said anything to Brian at the end of something past. And so it should be.

I spent two days with a slight fever, I think I'm cool or something, but Brian just passed gastroenteritis and is very busy so I have not said a peep about it. And the truth is that nobody knows. Debbie called me yesterday and said nothing, not even my mother calls almost daily. If I do eventually want to come will know and I know he can not.

But I miss her so much it hurts, really hurts ... physically. I feel so strong when I talk to your would give anything to be able to play at the time ... always happens to me igual.

 

No quiero imaginar como será esta semana que viene cuando lleve diez, doce, catorce días sin verlo. No sé como cojones lo vamos a soportar, Brian mal pero él creo que en este momento vive por esa cuenta, es muy importante para él, para los dos, pero a nivel personal supone mucho para mi bello marido. Y lo comprendo, pero a lo mejor estoy un poco celoso de todo el tiempo que puede dedicar a ella… es de locos ¿Cómo puedo decir algo así? ¡No quiero never mind what he would say! I know I have no reason to speak well but not every day that I think the Prada near Ely is not me.

Well I'll change the subject because if not I will give one of these attacks so bad "drama queen" and do not want to sound Brian would say a dyke.

Vale! I think I'll leave the diary for today, no matter what I do I can only think of Brian.

I'm taking the temperature, I'm a little sick and I have a lot of heat. I hope Brian still take some time to talk to me ...

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I ALWAYS SO SELFISH

 

Podría ser una buena expresión para describir lo que siento. Brian lleva dos días con el estomago mal, dice que ya está casi bien y siento en su voz que es cierto pero ¿Dónde coño estaba yo mientras el se sentía tan enfermo?

 

Lo sabía, estaba seguro de que llegaría el día en que tuviera que perderme algo, una pincelada de sus vida y así has been. I had to be there with him. I should go on the first flight, without stopping to wait for me to say it was better ... without waiting for anything. I'm your husband, but my selfishness I could.

Each exposure is more important, bigger than the other, each one requiring more work in the previous and I feel that I can not play much with time as before. If I leave each table at any time, either by the motivo que sea, no podré acabar para la exposición y tengo otra justo un par de meses después. Pero sé que solo es una puta excusa, una estupidez que me he contado a mi mismo para consolarme y hacerme creer que no soy tan culpable.

 

Pero lo soy y lo soy mucho más de lo que creía.

 

Hace dos noches le recordé el día que conduciendo llamaba por phone and had an accident ... I was frightened by their poor condition and that I do not know why , came to my head. I suddenly realized that not sabíaa who was there, I never had that and I, really, given their poor condition, I never thought to ask. That was not important. But last night you ask.

not remember, but was thinking and wonder ... Is not he remembered something and taking so long to answer? How do during those seconds could think of something he did not remember?

insisted, insisted again and again until he tired ... I guess that will not stop hammering or may not be realized I did not know, or maybe you just got away. " Justin was trying to talk to you when I had the accident, had been calling all afternoon and your whole afternoon with the phone off ... I told you, I'm not senile ... " The truth is that to say I was petrified, I could not continue talking and, although I think I've noticed, I now know that if at that time he did not know was that I was the fucking guilty of that.

thing that's costing me is that I can not escape anything, not notice that I am aware it was all my fault. I guess I can not tell you how sorry I am that this will be for me. But the truth is that I got the phone and Brian spent the entire evening calling me worried, and that had it not been for that he had not suffered that terrible accident.

I have no desire for more, I do not flogged again and again, it should not, I have not done so badly.

Daphne phoned me and while he painted, we talked for over an hour, I will visit soon and I'm really supercontento Believe it or not.

But sorry, I can not, I do not ... I can never do that again. As Brian would say "it did not matter then and does not have now." Only if it mattered to me yeah.

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I have played the ass! ASÓMTE

should be used more after taking so much time with Brian not to look, touching, patting, praise and fuck my ass. Does not escape anyone that I see it, you can always go and Enceladus, or can be excited ... it depends. That's Brian.

But now, when you go shopping, three girls looked at me in a way ... whispered and turned so that made it clear the topic of conversation. The behind him in line, never bothered me, on the contrary, but I have been observed. When one of them encountered "accidentally" and touched my ass I admit, I have jumped forward, she apologized but I am getting the ass! Hell is not that what you think ... it has messed with me!

Many look at me the ass, and many, jejej, is not the first time I soban ... of course. But that was three women! In the end, calmer one has told the other "... you're gay." That made me very funny. A very scientific deduction, if you have a nice ass, then you are gay shit!

Nonsense apart and I'm alone again, without him. It was a weekend of pure madness, I was so happy su cuenta de Prada y nos echábamos tanto de menos que ambas cosas a la vez fueron un bomba de relojería. Mimó mi mano de una forma maravillosa. Sólo Brian es capaz de causar ese efecto en mi cuerpo, es tan paciente, sus movimientos son tan relajantes que cuando   me falla la mano y él está lejos, como el otro día, me desespero.

 

La verdad es que no descansó mucho el viernes. Quizá el sábado un poco, un rato, pero sigue siendo invincible. I was willing to leave you breathless, to defeat, but on Saturday and ends on the bed exhausted. I do not understand where he gets so much energy, never gets tired of me love. Although, if I have to be honest, I do not get tired, really I can not wait all week waiting to feel it again.

When I am here those memories involve me completely. I am inspired, I feel they give me strength. be near it refreshes me and gives me energy, it is true.

But every time I opened my eyes I realize that I have again left alone, my head reproaches of times that I lose ... yes I'm a heavy, but it is what I feel when I come back and I realize I've left a hundred miles.

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ONCE I SEE YOU SOON

'm restless, I have days without coming here, days in which I have not done anything but paint, paint every hour until my hand tonight has begun to tremble. For months he spent not so bad with the fucking hand, I remembered the massage Brian gives me when I passed near him.

always seemed incredible that a man like Brian Kinney could be delivered so sweetly. That lovingly hand massage, slowly, slowly until slight tremors down my intensity and the pain was down a bit. Today I missed you so much that I could not remedy the call. But he was not.

I tried not know how many times I do not know anything about him since we spoke yesterday afternoon. At night it was, well ... would be in Babylon. The truth is that I'm dying of jealousy, I know his word never faltaríaa not jeopardize what we have, I know, but I imagine those guys around and my mind takes me other times ... and I'm sorry, I know I should not, I have no reason to think right or wrong but I can not help.

Things are different to six hundred miles, the distance is a very tall tower, sometimes it is hard to bear. My hand trembles and it hurts, does not obey me, I'm wasting the whole afternoon tare for this shit!

But it's my fault, I should not stay until the morning painting, I was angry, I think full of anger, rage, no I could remove the images from another era, if he knew ... I'm so sorry! But it does not help not being able to know anything about him since yesterday afternoon ... no, no help.

Where are you? Please peek somewhere. I need to know you're fine, otherwise I do not, but tell me you're okay ... angry, tired, sad , tell me whatever but let me listen.

YOU NEED.

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Within hours you will see finally feel his breath on my neck and his arms around me just when it is attached to my body as if out of me. Sorry it's been so long since I have it in my arms that I can not believe they are five days ... and I find it incredible that this should be the routine of my life.

 

 

Retrasé la firma del contrato pero no ha podido estar, supuse que no podría pero yo lo quería aquí, soy egoísta y lo sé pero esperaba que estuviera junto a mí. Me costó enfrentarme al hecho de volver a estar cerca de este hombre de nuevo, sí, puso la cláusula en el contrato pero sé que habrá cosas que no va a poder evitar y que seré yo el que tenga que decir.   Brian But try not realize that not suffer, do not have to go to Pittsburgh with the feeling that Tom is dangerous ... because it is not.

For many firms that their costumes look nothing will even remotely desirable to my eyes. He is handsome, is elegant but not Brian. Brian will never be ... no one will ever be him.

Today by signing the contract clause I have read and I watched with a smile to realize that he ... can not help it. Sometimes I'm sorry, I do not know to what extent it does intenciónya bad from where it is instinctive. But neither of those puppy eyes that gives me or the clothes she wears now, not so appealing that aspect will like Brian who has not seen lately.

just hope that Brian remember that I love, a feeling so strong, so pure, much needed breath that nothing could replace, delete or change. Without my husband there is no inspiration, no life, no happiness.

I LOVE YOU BRIAN

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I HAVE COME TO AN AGREEMENT ... I THINK SOMETHING

Yesterday I had lunch with Patrick and Tom brought to lunch. He thought it would use to talk about the upcoming exhibition with him so this lunch really was three.

Not that I'm mad at Tom and Patrick be with you at all he has done and thought it would be , for the better. In both cases they have. Although in reality must be acknowledged that Tom very elegant wine, wearing a ... an Armani an Armani! not remember seeing him dress like jamásy, frankly, after seeing Brian wearing one with   bastante asiduidad no me dice nada.

 

Pero he de reconocer que es bastante atractivo y que vestido de Armani aún mejora… que el pobre se esmera. Pero joder es que mi marido no es alguien con quien medirse sexualmente ni físicamente, Brian es un ser especial, es el hombre más bello que he visto en mi vida, es un ser perfecto, es un amante insaciable capaz de hacerte enloquecer y seguir sin descanso. Y por supuesto, nadie, nadie de   este mundo sea quien sea es capaz de ponerse un Armani y pasear con él just like that ... as does Brian seems born with a set screw!

Yes, I have to admit that Tom has come to gigs and more that intention but behaved like a gentleman and I touched even once. There a conversation in which he spoke of the gallery setting out, state the date and what maso least expected to do. But did remain a ... gentleman? Something .

This morning I called after talking to Patrick about future exhibitions, I said that before signing the statement and to reach more agreements Ely I had to talk. has acquiesced and we stayed in the gallery where I was, I had really wanted to get him alone but needed to set the tone.

made me into the office and offered me a drink that I have not accepted ... I did not want. I have explained the conditions, only exposure if he is able to behave. Nothing hands where it should, no occasional friction, nothing to try something that will not happen, none of these every day trying to convince me of anything.

He has tried, has approached, has caressed my hair and I me angry I woke up and I told him that if what wanted to fuck him that does not ever happen again. I love my husband, I will not put my relationship in danger and if you are approached in a way that should not be terminated the contract and I want it in writing. "Find a way to include in the contract" I said.

then turned away and told me he would do nothing that would not, he respects me, loves me and wants me ... but nothing will happen to me do not want. I've replicated a "Tom, will not want to understand?" And I accepted the fact he smiled and told me I can always change at any moment but he will not do anything bother me or put me in a bind.

"Let me keep at least hope"

"Sorry Tom, but I will not sleep with you and I'm in love. Only if you're going to respect my private life will show. "

" Justin know how I feel but will respect any decision you make. "

That would be a good summary of what is past, it has been longer than I thought, he recalled, has tried to make me feel something, has come a bit but I think that you understand and I'm glad, because I think seriously not a bad guy ... that's something only love.

not stop thinking about Brian, poor, with the time that it will have been eaten demonios, aunque después al hablar conmigo no se lo deje notar, pero sé que es así.

 

Todo vuelve a la normalidad y aunque parece mentira puedo soportar este sufrimiento. Pero cuando se me hace tan grande que siento que me quiero dormir y no sentir más, cuando mi corazón llora o estoy en ese punto en que voy a meter todo en mi bolsa y salir a Pittsburg en su busca,   entonces lo llamo y no le digo nada, respiro hondo y hablo con él… dejo que me de una frase con la que seguir hasta the next call.

bad thing is that I have called and you can not put ... is in session and I need to talk to him ... he really need ...

Love hurts sometimes both.

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PARADISE GONE

Yes ;, is over, goodbye it all day, to see him walk with that picture, so dark and beautiful, smiling, relaxed and happy. If at any time, as we strolled through Paris, I imagine that volveríaa took part with him, at this time, which is hard for me to believe that one day I will live with him forever.

always says I have to fight, the sooner you become a famous painter before we quoted at length ; be together forever. Brian is sure that I will achieve, that I am very good, that the time will come. Yes, he trusts me, but on occasion like this I wonder what happen if you make a mistake.

What if waste years of my life chasing a dream that never came to achieve?

How can I live if after being condemned to solitude for months, years, defrauded?

What if one day my success is directly related to the sympathy that I cause in some people? ... rather some. I wonder what will happen if so much effort and suffering is not useless.

I love him more than I could ever dream of come to love in life, in this moment, Within hours of landing shit separate us again ... while we laugh in the face again I feel that I control this empty house Ela sometimes falls on it.

Maybe the other night Brian had razóny had to absorb the city to begin painting. Now who knows? Even someone could make him happy, maybe not volveríaa remain for me, after all this on myself ... I leave in the old Pittsburgh and caught a flight sin mirar atrás, sin pararme a echar un último vistazo a las alianzas, sin ser capaz de mirar su esplendido cuerpo tumbado en la cama, dormido, solo, tan, tan solo… tan triste.

 

¿Qué fue de aquel chico rubio que lloró un buen rato en la puerta del loft? Si, aquel que en su estupidez, en su ególatra imaginación creyó escuchar al hombre de su vida desesperado ¡Que engreído! Cuando cerré la puerta dormía with his face pressed to the mattress like an angel who would join me in my solitude, day after day since.

Please vast yaaaaa! Need this sense of loneliness, the fear, this perpetual desire to scream, scream leave me. Was over, I can not go Britin is not possible, nor is it today or someday know if it will be.

Sometimes, in moments like this where I say goodbye to him, I feel I should fall in love with someone who would not let him never alone, someone who never left it to pursue a chimera. A man like him should not lose his life just waiting for a love that never ends to be at his side.

Since we've come I can not hardly speak, I can not look at him and tell him to be quiet, that this will happen, I'm fine with it I own your soul is mine How can I do that when I'm broken inside? If you think I'm strong, I can with all that I'll make ... but I know it's not true.

My life will be wrapped in a thousand colors that cover some success with the terrible loneliness of two souls united in feeling but live forever separated. Brush to canvas I will perhaps I can successfully sell maso galleries less prestige but I know that the time devoted to them as I start to our lives.

Although sometimes I think she deserves a man who is at his side, I know it's mine, it's just míoy I love him and I need and do not want to lose ...

And I feel like I'm losing a little each day, which we know it ... and I have afraid, very afraid.

I find the way back to his side, I want to win to return to his side, I want to do whatever it takes to return to his side, to return to his hand to his side and feel no fear, nor loneliness, nor want to scream.